Random venting

I don't have very many vices, but if it weren't for the ones that I do indulge in, I would definitely lose my shit. I don't understand how much bad shit could continually go on. I know my last post was about  remaining positive and having Faith, and I'm trying to, constantly. But sometimes, I lose sight of that in the midst of all the bullshit that follows me around.

I spent the last of my cash tonight on half a tank of gas to drive myself all the fucking way to Commerce tomorrow to take my test to become the Assistant Manage at my store. In addition, I ditched my classes today because if I put gas in my car to go to school, I wouldn't have been able to make it to my test tomorrow and to class on Wednesday. Seriously, what the fuck kind of situation is that? 

I know there's a silver lining to all of this and that's what I'm trying to focus on. I know hard work pays off, but it kind of sucks doing it on my own. I wish things we're easier, but who doesn't, I guess. I suppose now I'm just complaining, and I hate to do that. I know how fortunate I am, and that's what I should focus on. 

This is a rather random post. I hate to end it in a cliche so...

Bye.